I am very confused with life right now, I hate what’s going on.. I wish I could just pretend it’s not happening but I can’t and it’s killing me slowly. I wish I had someone to talk to, and tell me that everything’s alright but it’s not going to be alright and it’s not going to get better… More lines drawn across my arms.
I wish I could just tell you how I feel, but do I really feel this way? Or is it just a phase?? I want to believe its real, like the tears that are forming in my eyes.. Like the way you light up my sky when we talk.. If only I could just tell you but then maybe you wouldn’t want to be friends.. Since you already have a love and I have mine.. Am I really inlove if I can see myself kissing you? I want to know what you think.. I’m to scared to even try though. -sigh-
